Saiful's bdae 2007. Ful remember or nt? Remember the one who gave you the Ferrero Roche cake?.. Oops... Anyway, Ful's bdae's coming and I'm broke. How to buy him Fox shirt like this? =)
A flurry of birthdays just at the end of January. Sis ( 26 ), Niece ( 30 ) and Dad ( 31 ). I feel bad for not buying them anything. Nvmd. I just want them to know that deep down inside I love them very much and that is the most heartwarming present you can ever give someone.. Okay. I said it. The bad feeling is gone now.
I think there's a point of time in everyone's life that they should start finding their life partner. But hey hey hey, I'm different. I'm not looking for one.. But I envy those with partners I see everyday in buses, trains and multi-storey carparks ( only God knows what they're doing there ).. and thats it. Plain jealousy. Finish. There's no surge of determination to find one right after I see those with partners. I just feel like " Okay. He is so lucky to have someone right beside him all the time.. " and then carry on doing regular stuffs.
I'm pretty satisfied with life at the moment. Friends treating me nice and everything else is smooth. Sure there's always time when I need to find solace in the arms of someone, especially the females' because they understand emotions better than the "balls" ( basically mean the males ). But I'm used to being alone, so eventually I console myself!
I'm not looking for one now, especially after my failure the last time round, BUT if someone comes along the way who I feel, like CM will say, "Has the key to unlock my heart or fill the hole in my heart with cement until it hardens ? "
I'm already having a hard time entertaining some girls ( friends only ), which I'm really not used to doing, what more if I'm commited to one whom I have to give my undivided attention and my whole free 700 SMS to? Cut throat man.
Having a gf ( or bf, depending on your orientation ) is a bonus. More of a privilege.. So until the right time comes, I will continue striking my days off by sleeping at home and finishing the stuffs in the fridge..
I'm actually looking one but not a despo. So girls dont worry. You'll have your chance. Haha. Talk like what sia.. In fact, there's 3 who catches my eye at the moment. Hmm.. =]
All this just for 4 bucks. Cheapo ass clowns you guys.