Wednesday, January 23, 2008
(rko)
Hur hur. Yeah. That's right. Be jealous now. Its a brand new Liverpool jersey with 'Torres 9' on the back. Cost a bomb but who cares. Was considering putting Kewell or Agger. But since Kewell future in Liverpool is uncertain and Agger is a defender, I chose Torres who is a striker and has 6 years to play in Anfield. =)And I like it so much. I mean the clothing. The texture. The everything. I feel like a totally new person wearing the jersey. I keep coming back to my closet checking on "Torres" every once in a while.. I know. I know. That's what you call psycho.
Speaking of Liverpool FC jersey, I really miss her. But I doubt she feel the same way.
She's everything I ever wanted in a girl. She's really sweet and pretty much pique my interest. But most importantly, she's not imaginary!I know you're the one.Because when I look at you, the other girls are nothing more than just 'averages'.
Her msgs make my day, particularly during soccer matches. And we would address ourselves with names from a comic we both find it as 'favorites'..
In case you havent know yet, I like her. I really really do. This is genuine, this is sincere. I know it, you know it, she knows it.
Unfortunately though, her heart isnt open to anyone and because of that she's not ready to commit in a relationship.
But who's that... Nvmd. This mean she's trying to tell me something : that I'm not the right type of guy for her. Seems like I just got played in my own game.
Since then, everything just wasnt the same anymore. The feeling, the mood. Everything is different. Hell, I even think I'm SMSing a different girl! But a triple check on her number confirm it's the right girl..
Obviously la I'm hurt. But at the same time confused. I'm mentally disturbed. I need to clear my head before the asylum is where I call home next.. Maybe this is what they call karma?No it cant be. Just because their father name is the same? Pfft.
Well, maybe my way of approach was wrong? Or maybe I didnt give her enough attention? Or maybe I'm boring enough so much that she could bleed blood by the eyes everytime?
There's no point crying over spilled milk now. Hey, if she's happy with someone else but me, then I'm equally as happy for her as she is with him. :)
So the next step for me is to resume my quest : the next best Liverpool mate after her. Heard NP got alot of Liverpool supporters. Gotta study there, even when nursing is all I could get..
Looks like $8 is not within my reach.. Oh well, $4 will do just fine. =)
Um, did I just post alot of shits today? Gosh. That's so unlike me. Dont believe a word I just typed. Sheer crapness.
-The best I
The best I
is just a memory and those dreams...
